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Friday, November 19, 2004
Hey just thought its time to update this thing again.
Today has been an interesting day. I got up and went into
work and started on My School Bids that are
due by Tuesday. I got those finished up and headed to Meet
My roomie Anthony for lunch. We were hungry so we went to
Super Salads. YUM YUM, I love that place alot, its just so GOOD.
Back to work I went. To plan on my meeting for tomarrow morning.
I came home and Anthony and I decided to shave our heads today. Then
we went to Wal-Mart and returned the vacuum cleaner
I got a couple of months ago. It was getting close to 7:30p.m. so we
had to run back to the apt before the Real Life came one, the unseen
parts. We watched it, though it wasn't what I thought for the TV show.
I also re-arranged my room today. We moved the bed, desk and nightstands
around, so I could hook up the wireless cable. We have the computer in
the living room that didn't have the high speed access it was lacking.We also
made a trip to Sonic to see the our favorite girls that work there. They
said we make them happy by being us. We stopped by Blockbuster to, to rent
two more movies. When I got back I got online to talk to Justin, The BABE from Ohio.
I think he likes me but I don't know LOL...do you Justin a little, a little more,
and ALOT MORE. He though can't seem to get over the Fall Break, not coming down thing.
Not sure why though cause he is going to try and come in December. I am getting nervous
thinking about it. HE IS SO NICE and sweet. Has been a while since I have met someone
who is that far away that I haven't just talked to and met or at a party. I can't
wait to see him and give him the HUG we both are waiting for
when we do get to see eachother. I MISS YOU BABE. Takecare.Becareful.
Daniel
P.S.
Help someone make a smile, you never know what difference it would make.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Well today is funny. I went to work and had two meetings, did then and then went and with My Boss. The day was GOOD and was kinda busy.
As far as the night goes though, it was pretty interesting. Well Cassi and I decided we would go meet one of My Friends at Starbucks for some coffee. First we ran by the bank then to Chipotle. Then we proceeded to meet Shawn for dinner. While we were there we saw these three young guys walk in. Not sure why they caught our eye but they did. THEN I GOT THE BEST CALL TONIGHT FROM JUSTIN :) aww smiles, thats what makes me do. We still sat around till after 10. Then we saw one of the little boys walking home. Cassi and I decided we would offer him a ride. The funny thing is that he said I hope you all aren't planning to rape me. Where does something like that come from? Not sure, then we proceeded to his house were we saw his family in the drive way. He said oh shit they are going to beat my ass for getting a ride home from strangers, and then he goes I will just tell them you are my cousins. I was thinking hmmm I should keep driving so he doesn't get hit. He asks what school we go to and I am like I am alot past highschool. As he is getting out the car he screams oh shit you can't be my cousins your white and slams the door. Weird huh. Then to Blockbuster to get a video as I flirt with the manager Mandy and get some information for Cassi on Jayce. He is a cutie though. Back here we can and I called shawn to tell him the thing with the kid.
Daniel
Well its officially getting closer and closer to Thanksgiving. I have been so extremely busy with work. Not that I am complaing, cause it helps me pay my bills. Well things seem to be getting better between Justin and I. We seem to be talking more and not fighting. Which is a Good thing on both our parts. Last night I called him when I was drunk. I don't remember a thing I said, but he says it wasn't anything that important. I should be in bed right now. Justin is a GOOD person with a GOOD heart. I hope babe that you will do whats best for you. Telling your parents might not be the best. I know what you are saying about you needing to be yourself. Do you really think though telling them that you LOVE ME or you are going to come visit me will make them see you any diffrently. They are your parents. They don't understand the idea of falling in LOVE with someone on the internet. Realistcally does it happen alot. Alot more then what people want to hear. I MISS YOU so much sometimes. I try not to call as much though, even know you want me to. That way you don't wait for it so much. I hope you do well this week on all your assignments.
I should start writing more in here more often. Its a way I can stay in touch with myself and whats been going on.
Daniel
Monday, October 18, 2004
It's another weekend in our journey of Life. There are
so many roads we take, and we will go down on this journey.
I have so many thoughts running through my head. I am not sure of the
right words to say.
You are such a GOOD person from what I know of you. I have not yet
figured out how you can Fall in LOVE with me. I haven't
given you anything but myself. I know you put in your journal thats what you want and all you expect. But we are so diffrent of people.
We are both searching for the same things in our journey. Like you
its we all have those times were we feel like we are alone. You aren't
You have such great friends there. I am not sure what to do
though. I am confused on wether it would be right or not to get you. I am not really sure if I am wanting you to come visit me for out of
selfishness. I don't want to hurt you or anyone.
Daniel
P.S.
Help someone make a smile, you never know what a difference it will make.
Tuesday, October 5, 2004
Hey guys,
Well today is Monday, kinda a cold and rainy day here in Texas. I woke up this morning with Anthony's car broken down in the middle of a hill up the street. I had to get up and go help him get it back. So needless to say I was late for work. I didn't mind though, I got to sleep in a little bit. I decided to go to work around 10:30 and take Anthony with me. We stayed till about 12:00 and left. The phones and enternet went out so I didn't see a reason to sit at My Desk with just Anthony to star at in my office. We got back and realized the apt needed to be straightened up. I am glad though, when I got home Justin called me back. I wasn't expecting him to this early. We did get a chance to talk about somethings. We mostly just laughed and I teased him a little. HE IS SO PIMP. I MISS HIM all the time when we don't talk that much during the week.
Daniel
P.S.
Help someone make a smile. You never know what a difference it will make.
Sunday, October 3, 2004
I am not sure why someone would be jealous.
I mean what is there to be jealous for.
I call you just to say hi. I care about how you are doing?
I mean what can I do to make you realize that?
I think about you all the time. I just wait for the call
from you?
I don't get one. Not even a text anymore to the ones I send.
I miss that, I miss all the long chats we have.
I know we both have been busy, so I try to let it go.
Title's aren't an issue for me. If you want to call me that.....
all you have to do is just let me know.
P.S.
Help someone make a smile. You never know what a difference it would make.
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Well today guys I had to say I have read the sweetest journal entry someone has written about me. I am not sure why he did but he did. I am so excited to have met someone like him. He brings light when its dark and a smile when I am not smiling. He seems to be a smart ass to me at times, but anyone who knows me, knows thats how I flirt so I think that about him to. Today was an interesting day so far. I went to work and should have been at a meeting for about 30 minutes but it turned into an four and a half our event. After the meeting My Boss and I decided to go get something to eat and we ran into his oldest Daughters bf. So I got to meet him also. BTW everyone, everyone loves my new hair color, though it turned out a little to red it still looks GOOD. So the plan for the night is to call Justin as always. He is someone I think about more then most know a days.
Justin,
I am not sure what to really say to you regarding your journal entry. I tried to put something something nice and sweet for you in there though for a note. But to be honest I can't say that the song you mention really reminds me of you. There is one far more to me that relates to you then HOOPASTANK. I am not sure all what are going through right know. Its always different for people. You have alot on your mind and alot in your heart to try and figure out. You have just must out on your own, and you have so many questions about yourself that you are trying to understand. I totally support you in all of them and I will do what I can to help be there for you as a friend or more. You are a Great person and someone should see those GOOD qualities you have to offer instead of just a HOOK UP. Here though is a song that reminds me of you:
Maroon 5:
Beauty Queen of only 18,
she had some trouble with herself,
he was always there to help her,
she always belong to someone else
I drove for miles and miles and wound up
at your door
I've had you so many times,
but so many times I want more.
I don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile,
ask her if she wants to stay awhile
and she will be loved, and she will be loved.
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful.
I know I tend to get so insecure,
doesn't matter anymore.
Its not always rainbows and butterflies,
its compromise that moves us along, yay
My heart is full and my door is always open
you come anytime you want.
I don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile,
and she will be loved, and she will be loved,
and she will be loved, and she will be loved.
I know where you hide, alone in your car
know all fo the things that make you who you are
I know that GOODBYE means nothing at all
comes back and makes me catch her every time she falls.
knock on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful.
I don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain ohh
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile,
and she will be loved, and she will be loved
and she will be loved, and she will be loved.
I try so hard, I try so hard.
Thats the song that reminds me of you. Hence We have talked about it.
P.S.
Remember to help someone make a smile, you never know what a difference it will make.
Current mood:  touched
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Whats up everyone?
Well I decided to change the color of my hair. Naturally I am dark
haired but lately I have ben on the blondish side. Well tonight
after dinner and talking to Justin, I decided to dye my hair a dark
brown with red hightlights. How exciting
I am not sure if it looks GOOD or not yet
since my eyebrows are still the color of the hair dye.
Well we watched a bad movie today after dinner, Dirty Santa or something.
Then it was off to Blockbuster again to get another. We rented
Mean Girls this time. Anothy and I had a blast today shopping. We hit a couple
of thrift stores and got some pretty neat stuff.
P.S.
Remember to help someone make a smile. You never know what a difference it will make.
Monday, September 27, 2004
Just was laying there in bed thinking its about time to update my journal. Its been about four days since I have last updated this thing. There is so much I need to write in here but not sure that I will put it all. This weekend was a FUCKING total crappy weekend. The long weekend started Friday afternoo. It seemed to be going ok through out the day, but Cassi, Anthony and I were suppsed to meet up at my office to go do our poker dealing at 5:00. We needed to be in Dallas by 6. and in rush our traffic thats a miracle if that happpens. Well turns out there was a miscommunication and we didn't get a chance to meet up there. My cell phone battery had went out and since I was at work I didn't have a way to charge it. Cassi went to meet up with us at the place I met her yesterday. It's not her fault. We just had a slight bit of miss communication. We ended up showing up at the party about thirty minutes late cause the directions I got off of Map quest were wrong. I think Justin jinksed me on that. Since the last we spoke he was telling me about the directions to his teachers house. When we got there we found out that our friend Freddy hadn't called Tammi to let her know he wasn't coming. Yeah, so you know us three got shit for it all night. I couldn't deal GOOD all night if I had tried. I am upset also cause one of MY friends said they were going to call and they hadn't. I know they were with family, but I MISS HIM. Know on to Saturday. Well I went to help out Peggy, a lady I work with, to help move her furniture from her old house to her new one. Tha was bad though. I got to meet a bunch of new interesting people that were her family. They were a riot. I think Cassi had some fun to. Well By the end of the day I was so tired and ready to go home and take a shower. We worked from 9-7. The GOOD thing though is that we got alot of here stuff moved. I also made a little money. The money though was spent when I went to the liqour store last night. We decided to go out to Dinner at Chili's and then head out to a Party. Well that was ok, until Anthony accidentally spilt a glass of water and the lady next to us walked over and complianed to the manager and he tried to come over and chat. He started to say something and everyone tried to explain and you know me with my outgoingness, opened my mouth and told everyone to shut up, and that we have no reason to talk to him and he has no reason to fucking come over here. He just kinda shut up and stood there, I don't think he expected that from me. I said you know what guys fuck it, lets get up and go we have already paid. We started to leave and the table next to us were telling us about there mishap early at another restruant to. During the time of getting in the car and leaving for the party...we all got into a fight. I was mad a the restraunt manager, then the gang wanted to change the plans on the car situations and me being the ASSSHOLE that I am look right at all six of them and said, When did you all become the commity, cause last I knew the plans are changing. Then I just got in the car and they followed me. I just didn't want to be taking everyone home at diffrent times of the party, cause not all my friends will stay as long as others. I wouldn't have minded it though, cause I do care about my friends, but I also know we weren't fitting everyone up in my Jetta either. We would like we were packed tight like.........? When we got to the party we all got out some drinks and decided to get out drink on. Anothony though chose to go to a comedy club with his friends so he didn't show up till later. When we got to the party about 10 minutes later, KYLE SHOWS UP. Well Kyle was someone that we helped out last party who got beat up and shit. Well he has had our number for over three weeks know and he hasn't called once. I still have his belt, that he brought up last night to. He came up to us acting as if we were his friends when its convenient in front of poeple. I don't like fake people like that. I hate people who pretend to be things there not. I mean he could give a shit less about any of us, but when he saw us he acted as if we were really GOOD friends. Well as the night grew on, there was more shit that unwinded. I am not going to get into all of it, cause its just total fucking bullshit. I am sorry about all the profanity in this entry but as you can tell I am still a little perturbed about everything. Just finally called me though about 5 minutes ago. I don't think he gets as excited to talk to me as much as he used to. But thats ok, I still do. Have you ever had thos times no matter how old you are you just want to go back home and start all over. I did last night. I got in a fight with Anothony, My Roomie, when I get back home and he wouldn't let me leave. Well I did. I started to head over to My Twin Sister's house with the Idea to go and crawl into bed with My Nieces who I love so much. Well I didn't really make it that far though. Honestly I can't remember where I even stopped. I was so upset and so drunk. I shouldn't have been driving and I know. I just didn't feel like my apt was home last night. So many things going through my mind. I am sorry for getting angry with some people last night that I did. I just let things get to me sometimes and I shouldn't. I try not to so much, but they just did.
P.S.
Always help someone make a smile. You never know what a difference it will make.
Friday, September 24, 2004
5:46PM
Whats up ya'll. Well its been two days since I have updated my journal. Well its been a wild two days. Last night was a crazy night. My Friends, Cassi, Anthony,Freddy,Nariman (Cassi's BF) and I decided to dress up last night and go rent some movies. It all started when I decided to cook dinner for Freddy, Anothony, and Cassi. I for some reason never decided to put any pants on after I got out of my dress clothes. Not sure why though, its kinda funny. Well, I cooked us dinner and we were all sitting around the table eating when Cassi's Boy (Nariman)decided to just walk in and I was sitting in my underwear. Well we were like scared shitless at the moment. We decided to go to Blockbuster and rent some movies. Then I had an idea that we should dress up to go and walk there. It was GOOD. There was a Mail Statue of liberty in drag, a GAY GOGO BOY, a KETCHUP SQUEEZE BOTTLE, Nariman, and Myself, that looked like I was a ELVIRA LOOK A LIKE gone wrong, with a cat tail though. We were also wanting to get some exercise so we started walking, and we walked for about a mile to get there. During the way we had people stopping us to ask if we were going to a party and my reply was, " NO WE ARE JUST GOING TO BLOCKBUSTER" . We left blockbuster and decided we would walk to Sonic and pull up as if we were in a Mini Van. We had them rolling. On the way back we decided we would walk by Starbucks and see if anyone wanted a ride. We had a crowd going. They were all so supportive of our PINK TRANSLUCIENT mini van. Then we walked home and I called Justin. I didn't get to talk very long since I had people over and we were about watch movies, but I got to have a quickie with him real fast. I started watching the movie and realized how tired my ass was, so I went in my room and curled up in the bed, once again calling Justin. I didn't get to talk to him much before I was falling in and out of sleep with him on the phone. I know that was rude, though I just didn't want to hang up. I LOVE to hear him laugh and feel his smile through the phone.I did however get off the phone about ten minutes later.
P.S.
Help someone make a smile, You never know what a difference it will make.
Current mood:  ditzy
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Hey first off I need to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH to a certain person who made me feel so GOOD this morning by calling and leaving me a message. I am sorry that I didn't get a chance to answer but I left my phone in the car while I ran into my office real fast. Ok, know that I got that out of the way. My day started off with me getting up a little before six to get ready to go to work. I had to stop by the office and grab some things before I made a two hour drive to Gainsville, TX. Let me tell you, that early in the morning I was so tired. I met my ride with for the day and did what I needed to do. Then I decided to head back home. I was so happy when I spotted a sonic on the way home though. Did I mention to you how much in LOVE I am with SONIC. Their route 44 diet cokes are the best. So anyways I saw one off to the side of the high way I drove across to lanes and the median line to get to it. I got my drink and an ice cream cone and started home. On the way I decided My car was a little dirty on the inside so I stopped off at a car wash to vacuum it out. It looks GREAT now. So that has been the extent so far.
Have you all ever had those moments when you aren't sure why people talk to you when they do? Last night while talking to Justin (HOT BOY) My ex decided to im me. To me that was really weird, then after him another friend of ours that have totally been a fucking ass this summer imed me to. Not sure what either of them had planned but it was something strange. My X proceeded to tell me he was sorry for the way he treated me back in May. Long story short is he dumped me three times, and then proceeded to come back again in May and stop talking and shit. But thats not a surprise for him though, I am used to hit aren't I. Well it was nice of him though. Thom on the other hand, I have no idea why he wanted to say Hi. Though he is very random like that. I think its his age or something. For someone who wants everyone to treat him like he is older, he sure has a weird since of showing it. So thats the up keep from last night.
I will have to say, I was happy to Talk to Justin before getting to bed. I can't wait till he comes and visits, its going to be fun. I am going to make him go dancing and loosen up. So all of you that are friends with him, will have to help me out. Peace out ya'll.
P.s.
Help someone make a smile, you never know what a difference it will make.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Hmmm,
Considering I am not published to everyone I doubt I will get that many readers. For those that will have this link this will be an update of my daily activities. I will apologize in advance for anything I may put in here that will upset/hurt anyone.
Today is Monday, start of my everyday routine that I have Monday-Friday. First I got up this morning and got ready for work. I was being kinda lazy and didn't want to get out of bed since I stayed up a little late last night talking to Justin on the phone. I think Cassi gets a little worked up that I like to talk to him at night, but what can I do. I am not much of a person to really worry about something as trivial as that. Though Cassi is one of the sweetest people I know, she does have a right though, since I am using her phone. LOL. its nice though. She understands the smile He puts on my face when I talk to him. Its been such a long time since I have actually talked to someone and gotten to know them without ever meeting them. I haven't had a relationship online like that since I was 17. Its so nice to actually get to talk to someone and they listen to you, and laugh/cry with you if needed. I met Justin about 5 weeks ago, again for the second time on here. We started chatting a long while ago but had lost touch due to the fact he was still in high school and didn't have the freedom he has in college. Have you all ever had those moments when you think GOD has something planned for you? I have those everyday. I am not sure why Justin and I met/started chatting again, but I hope I don't loose him. He has become a friend of mine that I get to talk to, smile, and laugh with. I get to hear how is day goes, and honestly I actually care. I am not much of a writer so I am not sure why I have started writing so much so far. I am usually a one liner kinda person. I guess its easier on here cause you can hide behind a screen. Like the song put out by Savage Garden, Santa Monica. We can be who ever we want to be. NO ONE will actually know who we are, so hince we don't have the fear of rejection in writing to ourselves and others on here. Anyways, I have seemed to get off on a tangent and I need to get back on the straight path. I got up for work today, again repeating earlier, and remembered I have forgotten to drop of a payment this weekend that was needing to get paid. I was also worried cause I couldn't remember if My Monday morning meeting was at 7:30 a.m. or if it was at 8:00 a.m. I jumped out of bed and threw on some clothes and headed down the street to drop it off before work. On the way I thought of someone and sent them a text. I used to text all My friends every morning to brighten there day. I think everyone should start off the day with a smile. I have a Favorite Motto, Help someone make a smile, you never know what a difference it will make. This is why I have a tat on my shoulder of a smiley face holding a banner saying smile. I am not sure why I stopped texting My friends though, I think its cause I was questioning who My friends really where. Anywho, back to the text this morning. I sent him a text this morning to let him know I was thinking of him. It took me about 10 minutes to get to the store to drop My payment off. Alas, I am off to work. I start driving there thinking to myself Yay, I have ten minutes to get there. I was thinking I could make it, where in reality we know I live further then that away. I got to my office a little after 7:45 a.m. To my suprise Terry (MY BOSS) hasn't gotten there yet so the meeting wasn't held to 8:00 a.m. I was excited about that. Not much really went on at work today to make it real interesting. I just was training the new girl up until lunch time. Then we decided to go eat. Big Daddy Don (this 60 year old man I work with), Myself, and Karissa (the new girl) all decided to go eat Mexican food. Which inturn I was happy about, cause its my favorite. When we got back to the office I was sitting at My computer going over my accounts seeing what funds need to go were, since I can't remember which one I bought things out of this weekend. I then realized, oh SHIT I haven't requested off yet for.....?????. I went to find My boss, after making a call to see when they had to be back, to see if I could take off those two days. I was lucky that Friday the 22nd wasn't full. Know Wednesday the following week was another story, We had to have a meeting about it to see if we could work it out. We came to an aggriance that I would take off that Wednesday instead of Thursday. Since I have an important lunch to go to. I got ready to leave about 3:15, cause I needed to go meet My Twin Sister (WHO I LOVE SO MUCH AND MY NIECES) to take her to pick up the neighbor girl since her car was at My apt and has been since Sunday. I haven't taken it back to her. She called me half way ther and said that her husband was back and that I didn't need to go.I decided to head home and go wait for Anthony (ROOMIE) to get home. When we came home we were watching tv on the couch and I fell asleep. Next I woke up to Cassi sitting next to me, then back to sleep I went. I decided to get up and go take a shower since I haven't shaved in two days. I needed to badly. When I got out of the shower, Cassi came in and told me that Justin had called. She thought he was upset sounding so I called him back. WRONG! Justin was playing around with his friend who likes Gay porn. LOL. I am so glad though he has meet someone he can get close to at school. I know what its like being in a new place and not having/knowing anyone. You just have to hang in there. I am proud of Justin for that. He seems to be strong willed at things, though he does seem to have his caring side to him, though he doesn't always like to show it. Thanks to him though I am sitting here writing this online journal thingy. I haven't really ever wanted to but I guess since I am getting older its about time. Who knows maybe someone will be interested in reading it, then again maybe not. It really doesn't matter. I can use this as a method to release some of the thaughts I have running through My mind that I never seem to be able to get out. I think I have written enough on this go round. Takecare everyone.
P.S.
Help someone make a smile, cause you never know what a diffrence it can make.
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